hai dear.
i haven't heard from you in ages.
i hope school is going well,
and you're doing okay.
please update soon ? [:

<3

[aliceinwxnderland]

Awe, thanks love. [: I love my dog.
Oh God. That really sucks you go back Tuesday,
I can't even handle going back in three weeks.
I hate school. So, so much.

<3

[aliceinwxnderland]

Awe, thanks love<3 Ugh. Maybe that's why he always blames himself.
But he should know that it's not the case. I don't even see him really, every few months.
So he must know that I have other things going on in my life. Ugh. Guys.
Oh God. I'm sorry you had a bad night too. f*** medications.
That happened to me when I got out of the hospital. The last pill,
Made me so sick. I was at the mall with my dad,
And next thing I knew, I was in the bathroom throwing up.
Ahaha ! I've given up on common sense too. I love being blonde.

<3

[aliceinwxnderland]

I don't want the summer to be over. I'm not ready to go back to school at
all. This year's going to be a bad year, even worse than the last. I can
just tell, and I don't want to go back. I have the same problem. I like school
for the most part, minus the people. They just make me break. And I'm at
the point where I can't handle it anymore. I don't forgive people. And I sure
as hell don't forget either. I hope things get better. And that feeling of your
school being a prison goes away.

<3

[aliceinwxnderland]

i've told myself a million plus times i am going to forgive someone. i never seem to be able to. that's one thing you and i have in common. seriously.

just really try to find it deep inside.

[Glitt3r]

Ugh, I agree. But my mother never understands anything. She's being nicer
now. Well, she's trying to pretend that nothing's wrong and nothing
happened. But it did, and I want an apology. She at least owes me that
after the way she acted last night. Thanks for everything.

<3

[aliceinwxnderland]

you know you got a way with words.

but i guess sometimes life just isn't the way we want it to be.

it probably never will be.

My life is so confusing too. And it seems that as soon as one thing gets
better, everything else falls apart. Oh god. You start school so early
too. I hope it turns out okay. I hope things get better for you, and less
confusing.

<3

[aliceinwxnderland]

Thanks love. I hate fighting, it's a pain in the ass. But everything's
good now. I love this entry, you're so good with words. You get
your feelings right out there. I'm sorry you're hurting. I wish there
was something I could do to make this easier on you. But whatever
you choose, it will be the best decision. I hate guys that cheat
too.

<3

[aliceinwxnderland]

Which is why I don't and will not have a boyfriend. The only boyfriend I have is a fantasy boyfriend. One that will always be wif you, unless you tell him to leave in which he will. And that you can magically bring him back just like that. It's much better.

-Jovonnah Bunny Rabbit AKA Pyromaniac Bunny

Thanks love. My life seems to be moving really slowly. Is
everything okay? I hope you're alright.

<3

[aliceinwxnderland]

Wow. Even though I'm sure we're in two totally different
situations, I can relate to this so much.

<3

[aliceinwxnderland]

Lol, okay. [: And I just had to ask. I've been wondering since I started talking to you on
here. I'm really jealous though. I wish my hair was naturally that colour.

<3

[aliceinwxnderland]

Thank-you love. [:
This entry is beautiful.
I wish I was talented like you.

<3

Thank-you.

<3

I love the rain too. I just hate the way the weather's been.
It gets kind of scary some days. [: I've lost my mind too.
Ugh, I hate that. You fight one day, and the next you're fine.
Or sometimes you're just all over the place.
It's a pain in the ass to deal with. @8#%*&

<3

((((((((((((((((((Erica))))))))))))) I LOVE what your mom said..I shall remember that one! Beautiful!

  I'm sorry that you are hurting and that you feel as though some people are judging you...I do know how that feels...But just keep on being YOUR BEAUTIFUL SELF!

    I love you tons!,

         Jewel

yeah i agree with this.

it's a great entry, as always of course. =)

stacie

Ugh, I know.
Somehow, I always end up in a mess.
I don't know how I manage it either.
I did my best to avoid it yesterday though.
And yes, guys drive me insane. &^($&
I love this entry as usual.

<3

Thank-you darling.
And awe, what happened?

<3

ugh. I hate neighbours like them.
I wish they'd move away. lol.
I think I might go outside one night,
when they're quiet, and start screaming.
then they'll understand how I feel.
and thanks

<3

I live in Canada.
And I'd glady trade the weather.
It's always up and down here.
One day it's hot as hell,
The next it's pouring rain and freezing.
I definitely want the summer to hurry,
And I want school to end.
I love this entry,
Every part of it is so true.

<3

((((((((((((((((Erica))))))))))))))) YAY for still standing!!!!!!!! 

   I love you!,

        Jewel

Ugh. I wish we could depend on guys more.
But oh well. And thanks love.

<3

Thats a good entry my love, of course you always do dont you lol, i love you honey, and should try writing in here alot more.  I love you honey and im always thinking of you.

I will always love you for all time.

Love Jake.

Not even always... I don't know what the subject is but... Sometimes forget all about it it's not the best solution trust me. Don't ignore problems. Face them or they will face you sooner then you think.

Just a stranger's advice...

Swan.

Awe, thank-you.<3
This entry is beautiful, too.

I agree with you.
I love my parents.  They're great.
However, my friend Sarah's parents were just like yours.
They hounded her about everything.

When she turned 18, she up and left.
She now lives about an hour away from them.
I don't think she's ever been happier.

She's got her own place.
She's in college.
She's single with no kids.
She's got her life together.

She still keeps in touch with her parents and to be honest, I think the distance has made them closer.

you'd be surprised about how many people feel the same way as you.
this is youth. this is life as a teenager. not what its cracked up to be eh? its all so overrated. why become attached to people we wont know in a few years time? to people who will mostly amount to nothing in their lives. most people, in general, are stupid.
so who gives a flying f*** about being a teenager. its just four years of our goddamn lives. 4 years of an average life span of 70+. do you think we'll be wishing and craving teenage-hood when were 4o and have kids and a career.

this is the process of finding ourselves. this is what causes us anger.
hang in there.
youll ride it out the way most of us have/ or are.
=)

I agree.<3
I can't wait until I'm out of school.

Gah. I'm in school until the 18th,
And then I have exams to write. |:
Brandon and I were broken up for almost two months,
And the entire time I was miserable.
I was just too damn afraid to talk to him . .
And see if he had feelings for me still.
I'm happy I finally got the courage to say something.
This entry is beautiful, you're an amazing writer.
It's left me speechless.<3 ily.

I hope everything works out.<3

I think I'm going to fail math,
Or pretty damn close at least.
I don't understand it at all,
But I'm too lazy to ask for help.
You're definitely not going crazy.<3
And once again, I can relate to this entry.
I always f*** everything up too.
If you need someone to talk to, I'm here.
I hope sh*t gets better. ily.

No no no, I'm open to talk to if you want to talk to a complete stranger and it matters

All i want to say is I love you, and i will always love you my beautiful Angel.  I hope you have a good night.

Love Jacob.

The only thing i really do rember about you the most is this, lol. its kind of how we always bonded in the beginning please for give me and call me back im going crazy here please, I am seriously loseing it, and you are chosing friends over me, ik what your going to say but please do it if you ever loved me, i am hurting so bad and need to talk please.

Love Jocob.

(((((((((((((((Erica))))))))  Thank YOU sooo much for your Love, Support and Prayers! I love you tons and miss you when you are away! So glad to have you back!

   How are you DearOne?  Update soon or drop me a note and let me know.

    Much Love ALWAYS,

        Jewel

gosh..i totally agree:-<

[stupid78]

There's a lot of people I miss.
& don't.

=)

Erica you are so beautiful, and you always will be, and your writing is oh most a sbeautiful as you, but nothing can be that beautiful.

I love you with all my heart and please have a good day my love.

Love Jacob.

I'm happy I made the decision.
I'm better without him anyways.
<3

I agree, I'm going to take a break from them too.
And I definitely don't need Brandon anymore.
Thanks for the advice. ilyyyy.<3

i no exacly how u feel right at this moment i am crying my eyes out

:( xxxxx

beautiful entey Erica
just like the rest of them.
I hope things with you and Jacob get better

ily!
-Ashley Marie

I wasn't even aware they had a pill for dreams.
I think I'd definitely benefit from that.
School reflects my moods too.
I'm sorry you had the worst day ever.
I hope things get better.<3

Thank-you so much doll.<3
Sometimes I wish my dreams were real too,
Other times, not so much.
I don't know if I liked that dream, or hated it.
I think it's somewhere in the middle.
& I hope I can let go of my past.
I don't think of strong enough, yet.
Beautiful entry. You're amazing with words.

You, my dear, are gorgeous.

= D

Your soo perttyfulicious. I love your eyess. Theyre ahhhmazing! Pretty piccys. :] <33 Abby

[MusicLifeLvr]

I agree with you completely.
No matter how much a guy hurts a girl,
They always come back for more. Ugh.
You're really pretty. D:
& the snow looks gorgeous.
Unlike here . . where's it dirty & gross.
Ugh. We're getting about 50 cm tonight.
I dunno how many inches that is.
Thanks babe. I love you.<3

Lol. (: It didn't snow here either.
It like freezing rained, & everything turned to ice.
But the weather yesterday was like spring.
So to be honest, I don't know why the buses were cancelled.
Thanks for the advice love.<3
& my pants barely fit too.
It's not that I've gained weight though,
They just like, shrink? Ahah. ily.

Te he he!

I liked this entry!

Keep the jeans and use them as motivation! <33

<33 Sarah

Erica,
Wow you must really not like this girl, but then again I wouldn't either if she was messing with my boyfriend and all. But I wouldn't let it get to me it's just all stupid drama that isn't worth wasting your time over :].

ily!

xoxox Ashley Marie

I hope I've finally realized that.
I have Sam, & she's my best friend.
& then there's Steph,
Who's my other best friend.
But I dunno . .
Sometimes when I'm around them,
I just feel really, out of place?
So that's why I'm not sure if I have that great friend yet.
Ugh. People seriously suck. ily.<3